it's been two long years
since i sat on this beach
i still remember this sand
though the grains are different now
no i never found love
even though i found
someone to love me
and now i live
in two separate lives
i've got one up north
and i've got one in ohio
and when i'm finally feeling good
when i'm finally feeling great
they whisper lies to one another
after nineteen years
the sole fulfillment i've found
is buried deep down
n an inconceivable god
well that does me fine
yet still i sometimes
get lonely when certain women smile
well i don't know what to think
i've got a lot on my mind
life is increasingly dense
and overwhelmingly lovely
and i don't know what to say
to half of my friends
so i say nothing
i don't i don't say nothing